Rest in Peace Aunt Janet

This morning at 4:45 AM my Aunt Janet passed away peacefully in her sleep. We all love you and you will be in our thoughts. Death is the Road to awe. You are in a better place now, sipping margaritas on the beach and enjoying the sun. Always in our hearts.

The Vaccumm of Isolation is deafening
I can only see the mirth that surrounds
The figmental fence is detoriated, yet daunting
My chains broke long ago, but still constrain me
The encircling happiness is as easy to grasp as a firefly in the night
My grip is as strong as the confidence I exude
Down the grate it goes, settling next to the ashes of my dreams of inclusion
Which I burned everyday until they became my only hope
Then they were gone

I pour my heart into and try the hardest I can and I get an ouput that is surpassed by someone's scraps. What's the point of trying?